Duh.....
Due to B.O.R.E.D days
finnaly decided to find work again ~
yesterday me and keng soon went out to fill in forms about the job that be gonna do
then when we have finish
we went to hang around at parade
No common or famillar people we can met
but all da school boys and girl only
about around 40mins keng soon's girlfriend called up
and she say wanted to meet him
and then outside there was raining we went there by motorcycle
after that keng soon told me that he is so desperate to meet her
Even though raining he says he can drive under the rain

so how about me ?
due to rain and i dun wan get wet so he said
"you stay here lor at 6pm i come back fetch you very fast only"
so he ran with his motor under the rain and dump me at parade
duh... i felt lonely there as no body talk to meet and i have no where to go
so stayed there for about 2 hours like a lost person wondering here and there
around 6 he came and fetch me with his whole body wet .....
~this really called love i think~
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To another side.....
at last it revealed
the problem !!!
Before that i can see through it that the problem keeps in somewhere and its doesn't want to be explode out.....
There for now its really came out and i felt very very pain about it
i felt sad for it for the problem makes me not important anymore
for there things are going to seperate into pieces and worst
for now im not important anymore for the porblem has arrived...
This problem gonna be with me for this coming year
hope i can cover it

Heart Pain.....





It breaks my heart; it makes me sad to think of all the times we had. You made me laugh and you made me cry.All my effort to you was just a lie?
And all that I can do is sigh and wonder why have you betrayed me

Hie bloggie.....

how are you bloggie?

sorry for abandon you for 2 weeks

Why?

honestly i also cant tell why i abondon you

for you only i can share everything with

for you only who cares for me because you are my mirror

for you would not hesitate and dislike me

for you accepting everything from me

in the end maybe its the matter of pressure and stress

under the hot and boring days

Pressure and Stress? Why?

Maybe its the weather problem due to these days are hot like fire

these day having much problem with some of my management problem

had no activities for this days and bored with the computer

moreover studying is not the time yet as i dun have any books related

so my days will be wake up....breakfast....computer.....sleep.....dinner.....Tv and sleep....

what a frustration for me

But for Today onwards i'll share with you bloggie

Im BACK !

for every day i've gone through, i'll share with

you

thx to Mikael's sharing

and i have awaken myself

for the problem's im facing

for the stresses im having

results are not what i wanted but great is i din fail

one whole day spending with friends at parade

at night plan for a celebration at breeze cafe

overall its quite good and fun adding with the girls

The boys are...kelvin,sin hong,thean aun,wai foong,kin ken, joshua and me

while the girls are only sui ann,cheok yan and cindy

after the dinner we play cards..chess..and blocks...

to spent our time longer and together

that we have time memorable dinner

that may we always remember each other xD

Today go yak chai (vege)with my family due to hot weather

All bio organic

some are nice taste and most of them are tasteless

I wanna be with her

But i don't know how

she has nothing very precious for me but her heart

maybe she does not...

somehow i can't keep it anymore

just that i've kept it for few months

i wanted to study so i dint get along with her

and i don't want to interupt her studies

just the matter of time

maybe god has granted me this chance

and therefore i've made up my mind to propose to her

although it's very embarrassing, i need to propose to her

before its too late..

So today i've done this and its the 1st time i ever did that is propose

as long as we're still friends

I did it through speaking to her but not smsing to her

it tooks me few hours to said it

i was bringing up my guts to speak and last i dare myself to say it before i regret my self

and therefore i'll shall wait for the answers

May she can be with me