Tuesday, 30 August 2011
♥ Its very hard to believe
Not everything I see is the peaceful way
Some are happy, some are not
Why do we need to suffer alot?
it already happens for the 1st time where i myself also could not accept. Now, is the second time i heard about it that its the end of their line, first of all i was upset for the her but come to think in his side the most hurt is him not her.Most of the time i can see him doing great thing great man but still i don't know why. Maybe the reason will be reveal if i ask. I don't want to coz its hurts.
Just want to share that as friends, i can help, i help but something you, yourself must clear yourself. I hope u could have a better one, Don't give up on yourself, find a better one, life is not only one thing u could have.
I support Him but not Her anymore...
4:39 am
Sunday, 28 August 2011
♥ Mistakes ？
错就要认, 打就要站定
When wrong, we admit ; When get beaten up, we hold strong
Something just happened recently which involves me. I don't want to make the mess more messy, therefore I'll keep it in here so that i won’t fall into it again. As myself always said if I’m wrong i admit, but if I’m not why should i? It happens like that.One day, i don't know which part of my sentences have affected him emotionally instead of other ppl sentences. After the badminton match, he starts crazy about himself. After 5 minutes time, he start moody-ing himself. Then when he get back home, he posted in the FB saying some rude sentences to someone which is me I think. Then along the days, he start avoiding me, even i phoned him but he don't want to accept the call. That's it, it all ends here.
Okay, many ppl criticize about both of us which is me and him lose to a pair of kids in a game where we are not pro in it. Even the most harsh words came out from ppl i myself also try to be in silent mode and him, did not affect at all. For me, i get the blame of his? for some sort of words from me?
I started to think....think and think why does ppl criticize wouldn't affect by the ppl but mine can make one intimate become enemy? The reason is because im just a powerless person. Without power, wealth and the Int of a person, this simply means im just a noob where u can bully if you are not satisfy?
Well, here's my response to it, i pretend nothing and keep communicate with him, lets see who can hold it longer, until now also don't feel im wrong but rather than other ppl criticize him but he takes nothing for it as the person is with power. i'll be my way and continue as normal, but for the person, he keeps finding ways to avoid me, i see how long he can and how am i suppose to react since the incident have happened, i cant change anything but depends on the person whether he can let it go or not.
Although im a joker to friends to bring joy, i wont easily let you drop my head on the floor in front of you as im powerless and easy to bully.
Good Night ^^
12:36 am
