Saturday, 25 September 2010

1st day knowing you is like god's gift to me. Never knew that you are one of the best, one of the valuables. From the start, i only can give you compliment but not complain. i thought you were one of the mighty heart. But in the end results was not as i expected. Can't blame you...you may have you own reason...you may have your own way..you may have your right. Just only can blame myself for being so naive to trust you, to believe you, to give you to share with you, to enjoy with you..but yet it's just a waste of my time, my precious time because in the end you just acting to be normal but the reaction and the condition has expressed out from you. how? maybe because from that day and today is totally strange for each other but not others .why? reasoning are just excuses from two side..maybe yes or no and true or false with statements. therefore there is no reason for why. that why is why it become like that. Everytime act being innocent for you wanted to get benefits for selfishness but not to share not to care. A word thank you may come out from you, but it doesn't mean you can get everything for it. you were polite you were kind, but now you polite for reason, you are kind for benefits..it is totally different. Im sad for my self and you for the change that happens for you. For you have changed, i'll also changed for becoz you changed. not becoz i wanted. i hoped...hoped...hoped...it can reverse the you..but i don't think so that everything is far between us already. Just that i and you need to continue our journey in different ways different place.


From now on:
Its the end from that day of yours
you are no longer close with me
you are no longer important to me
i need to find another person like you
i need to appreciate others but not you
you make my heart pain
No matter how you treat me
i will act normal like we are strangers
Thx for the days with you

Good Bye my dear friend